One of my favorite movies is the old James Stewart movie 'It's a Wonderful Life' Sometimes I wonder what I would see if I were given the same gift that George was given. If I could go back and see the life of my family, friends, and acquaintances, had I not been born, would I see any difference? Would they be worse off? better off? Has my life truly made a difference in the life of anyone else? I guess it is normal, somewhat, to reflect on these kind of things. Guess I will never know.
Well I have officially gotten through another birthday and Mother's Day and the world is still revolving. I even went to church this morning. That is something I haven't done on Mother's Day in several years. It's always been just too hard for me but down here it was easier. I think that moving down here was God's way of helping me to heal - in a lot of ways. As much as I love my family, I think I needed to be separated from them, at least for a while. My plan right now is to stay down here, if that is in line with God's plan for my life anyway. I need to be more in tune with His plan than the Me plan. The Me plan is full of errors and has never taken me very far in my life.
That's all I have for now. Back to work tomorrow.
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