There Comes a Time

There comes a time in life when you just have to admit it, you are an exception to life's rules. Today I was having a conversation with an acquaintance and we were talking about men and women being friends. I told him that I had many male friends that I never thought of in a sexual way but he is of the opinion that when men want friends they surround themselves with other men. They always want sex with a woman. He went on to say that there are always exceptions. Guess what, Im the exception. I dont have a male acquaintance that thinks of me in a sexual way...what a rule to be the exception of...lol...oh well.

Talked to my mom today, she is all swollen and itchy with poison ivy and has had to miss work so she doesnt get to come down here Mother's Day weekend. It started out that my sisters, my mom, my aunt and two cousins were coming (my birthday is the Saturday of that weekend). I was really looking forward to it, birthdays are a big deal in my family and this will be my first away from the family. Anyway, I digress, first my aunt and cousins backed out, now mom cant come, so far my sisters are still on. Oh, my youngest sister's fiance will also be driving up, his bday is the same day as mine, which let's be honest, that is why she is coming down.

Ive been going thru some mild depression, Ive had it before but not for this long. I think Im just tired of being lonely. I really need to find a way to make some friends down here. I like the people I work with but they are all married and have families so they really dont have time to get out. It's hard being my age and single. Most singles groups are youngins.

I went to church this morning. I do enjoy my church here but again its mostly families so I havent really got to know many people. But then thats not really the reason Im there.

Ok Im done moaning and groaning now. Ill try to be more cheerful in my next post.