Tired

Im tired.
Not physically but mentally and emotionally.

Im tired of empty words and empty promises.
Im tired of being a convenience.
Im tired of doing my best and still not being good enough.
Im tired of being taken for granted.
Im tired of being raked over the coals for things I have no control over.
Im tired of others making me forget that I am a good person and making me feel worthless.
Im tired of having the self confidence that took me years to build being chipped away by the thoughtless words of those who call themselves my friends.
Im tired of putting effort into things that are not appreciated.
Im tired of people never looking at the good but always emphasizing the bad.
Im tired of being made to feel that I have to apologize for everything, sometimes I feel I even have to be sorry for existing.
Im just tired.